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                                                     Victor Gray 
                                                       
                                                       
                                                    Victor is in long-term 
                                                      recovery thanks to multiple 
                                                      opportunities in Prop. 36 
                                                      treatment. He has not used 
                                                      drugs or alcohol since October 
                                                      2004 and was discharged 
                                                      from parole in early 2006—after 
                                                      being on probation or parole 
                                                      since 1989! Here’s 
                                                      what he has to say: 
                                                    I am now a very successful 
                                                      businessman. I’m a 
                                                      proud father of 4 boys and 
                                                      one girl, who, by the way, 
                                                      was born on my one-year 
                                                      clean date (in October 2005). 
                                                      I owe my life to Prop. 36 
                                                      and all the wonderful counselors. 
                                                      If it wasn’t for one 
                                                      counselor by the name of 
                                                      Kim L. believing in me and 
                                                      for seeing something in 
                                                      me that I couldn’t 
                                                      see myself, I would not 
                                                      be sharing my story today. 
                                                      She saved my life. I believe 
                                                      that God will keep this 
                                                      program alive and with God 
                                                      for us who can be against 
                                                      us? No one can! Thank you 
                                                      very much to all the supporters 
                                                      of Prop. 36. May God bless 
                                                      you even if you do not believe 
                                                      in him. He is there for 
                                                      all of us and he will be 
                                                      here for the budget on Prop 
                                                      36.  
                                                    My addiction started at 
                                                      a very young age, when I 
                                                      was growing up in Del Paso 
                                                      Heights. My father died 
                                                      when I was 10 and I grew 
                                                      up in a sick home with a 
                                                      very sick step dad. People 
                                                      and family members used 
                                                      to say that I never had 
                                                      a chance. I like to say 
                                                      that I had a choice. I spent 
                                                      most of my life using anything 
                                                      I could put in a spoon, 
                                                      roll in a blunt wrap or 
                                                      drink out of a bottle. In 
                                                      the process of my drug addictions, 
                                                      I managed to spent most 
                                                      of my life in prison. See, 
                                                      I brought into the lie at 
                                                      a very young age that it 
                                                      was my destiny to live the 
                                                      way I was living my life. 
                                                     
                                                    I never knew that there 
                                                      was treatment for my addictions 
                                                      till I got Prop. 36. I came 
                                                      into the program in 2002, 
                                                      but did not last long and 
                                                      I went back to prison. I 
                                                      got out a year later and 
                                                      re-entered the Prop. 36 
                                                      program after turning in 
                                                      a dirty to my parole officer. 
                                                     
                                                    At that time in my life, 
                                                      I knew I wanted to stop 
                                                      using but didn’t know 
                                                      how. Just one group and 
                                                      one one-on-one meeting a 
                                                      week was not working for 
                                                      me. I needed something more 
                                                      than what I was getting. 
                                                      That’s when I went 
                                                      into a residential treatment 
                                                      called A-House. I still 
                                                      struggled and after 58 days 
                                                      of being there I left. It 
                                                      wasn’t till 3 days 
                                                      later that I realized that 
                                                      I had hit my bottom. I was 
                                                      allowed to return to A-house 
                                                      after 19 days only to get 
                                                      kicked out after 60 days. 
                                                      That didn’t have to 
                                                      be a bad thing. In that 
                                                      60 days I had gotten everything 
                                                      I needed. I found out who 
                                                      God was, I got a support 
                                                      group and much, much more. 
                                                      I went back into outpatient 
                                                      and graduated with flying 
                                                      colors. 
                                                    
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